Lost

Iknow I’m always pissed when I write .. that’s the reason I write because I don’t feel that there’s real one to hear and feel truly my core…….

I’m LOST … all the things around me feel like liers …

even my dreams lie to me .. they think that they will come true ..but Idon’t think so

the previous things keep telling me “Things will go right”.. well Idon’t believe

Iam not a believer in you anymore Iam fade up ….

My feeling now like lost in an unknown road …

Come & Take me….

Come and take me away

…………………….

Shadows of the nights, facing the rights.

All of these are killing me.

Come & take me away from this rubbish.

Come & take me my wounds will vanish.

Come & take me all the nightmares will finish.

Come & take me to a world where I can be conscious.

 Come & take me only me Iwana be selfish.

Can’t you hear me …

Is my anger so cold?

Is my aim so far?

Iwana blow the ice.

Iwana break the limits.

Iwana omit the distance.

Iwana……..

Come & take me…….

 

Afraid of hope….

Have you ever thought about .. feeling frightened , terrified , scared .. when you are going to make a new hope ..
Have you ever felt that you want to forget about this hope .. just pass it in order not to make it come true …
You just want to pass , to move on … do you know why ??.. because you are afraid of failure ..
You can’t handle the damage again .. You can’t lose again .. because it feels bad to lose … its mortal to lose again ..
But something always .. makes you sure over and over again that..the hope will come true .. also its blurry , not clear .. but it calls you … asking you to make this hope in your priorities…
Will you go for it??
or you will save yourself .. from losing ??
Will your priorities .. contain this hope …
I think its hard to decide …………what do you think??

If you think it worth to see…..

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